TITLE: Tattoo 1/4
AUTHOR: Anne
RATING: this part NC-17
PAIRING: Giles/Wesley
FEEDBACK: Oh yes please!
CATEGORIES: First Time. Slash.
E-MAIL: bookmangal@yahoo.fr
SUMMARY: Giles has a big secret.
DISTRIBUTION: ODD; Giles Slash; GilesSlashaholics; USCL;
Slashaholics. Anyone else please ask first.
DISCLAIMER: The characters are the property of Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, Sandollar Productions, Kuzui Enterprises, 20th Century Fox Television and the UPN Television Network. The story is written for the pleasure of the author and readers, and has no lucrative purpose whatsoever. Please do not reproduce this story anywhere without the author's consent.
SPOILERS: "Graduation I & II"
TIMELINE: Season 3. AU
WARNING: graphic violence. Hot sex. Angst.
THANKS: Thank you very much for the beta reading Pat!

In the library

Smiling the Mayor removed the blade of the sword that the Watcher had plunged between his ribs then took out a handkerchief from the pocket of his jacket and with wiped the long stalk of sharp steel …

Giles' instinct warned him of close and imminent danger when the Mayor pointed the sword towards him, ready to thrust it in him. He stepped back, but not fast enough. The Mayor gathering all his strength plunged the sword into the Englishman's chest. Giles roared with pain, staggered and then collapsed in the middle of his young friends. They all rushed to him, and the Mayor, still smiling, left the study room of the library without being bothered by the Slayer or anyone else.

Buffy, like her friends, watched Xander open Giles' shirt stained with blood to examine the wound and like all the others she gasped in surprise seeing the mortal wound closing, then disappearing …

Xander blinked twice, amazed. He breathed, "Uh… guys did you all see what I just saw?"

Oz nodded first then said, as cool as ever, "It seems that Giles is using magic here. He protected himself…"

Willow said mesmerized, "Wow!" then noticed a part of a black tattoo beneath Giles' navel. She recognized the branch of a star bordered with little triangles and between them tiny circles.

"No, he's not using magic Oz. If I'm not mistaken…" Wesley suddenly said as he knelt between Giles open legs. He unbuttoned Giles' trousers, lowered them on his hips, and discovered the top of silk navy blue boxers. He took a big breath pulled the underwear down a little, revealing a complex tattoo made with intertwined geometrical figures. He paled and shivered, frightened, then continued: "Yes! I was right! I recognize that tattoo… It's the mark of Hasphodel! One of the most powerful demons ever to exist! He's considered as Satan's right-hand demon."

Buffy sighed, bored, "Surely another demon Giles…. I mean Ripper was summoning when he was young. He has the mark of Eyghon on the bend of his left arm."

The young Watcher shook his head, "No, only Hasphodel's' family members have that tattoo Buffy."

The Slayer and the others looked at Wesley blankly. Oz was the first to come back down to earth. "You mean that Giles is one of Hasphodel relatives? That he's a demon?"

Wesley nodded, "Yes, that's why his wound has vanished. No human- made weapons can kill him… it. And the human form he has now, is not his original one. He took a human shape to live among us."

Xander raised his hand, "Wait a minute Mister-I-see-demons- everywhere! If Giles is Hasphodel's relative, why is he helping Buffy? Why does he fight the forces of Evil?"

Willow raised his hand in her turn, "Because he chose to fight for the Good Side. He's a good demon. Giles can't be bad… except when he's facing Ethan Rayne."

Giles opened his eyes and everyone moved back. He raised himself on his elbows and said, "Yes you're right Willow, and I'm a good demon, now." He looked up at his replacement. "And you're right Wesley, I'm related to Hasphodel. I'm his adoptive son. I was born human, and my parents called me Rupert. Later, in hell, after being adopted by Hasphodel I was called… Lerak. And I'm not human-shaped… I'm me, I'm in my original body and… Don't be afraid, I'm not going to harm you."

Oz nodded, "We know that Giles –well, except Wesley who's terrified- . Now I think it's time to tell us your story.

Giles gathered his boxers and pants up then stood up helped by Xander and Oz. "Yes, I'm going to have to tell you my story."

Giles sat heavily on a chair and watched amused all his young friends sat at his feet ready to listen him. He felt like a primary school teacher ready to tell a Halloween story to a bunch of boys and girls. He glanced at Wesley. The young man was standing near the counter. Fear had disappeared from his eyes but was now looking at him suspiciously.

The former Watcher started his story: "When I was a boy, I didn't want to be a Watcher, but a fighter pilot, or eventually a grocer. Don't ask me why, I don't remember. I didn't like weapons, to fight, to be hurt and to see blood. I was terrified by all the demons and vampires that my father shown me in his books. I was shy, not courageous and physically scrawny and delicate. My father wanted me to be a great Watcher and to see me like this… um… really bothered him a lot, to be polite. So one day, he decided that I had to change. I was going to become the exact opposite of the boy I was. For that I had to fight my fears and adversaries, to be hurt, to accustom me to sufferings, etc. And…"

"He sent you to hell." Wesley interrupted Giles. Suspicion had disappeared from his look replaced by sadness and horror.

Giles nodded, "Yes. He thought if I could survive in hell for a while, once back in this dimension I'd be a warrior."

Buffy and the others were shocked. Willow aghast asked, "How-how could someone do that to his son?"

The ex-Watcher heaved a long sigh, looking hurt, "He didn't love me. The only thing that was important for him was that I become a Watcher, to follow the family tradition. The Giles were Watchers since the foundation of the Council long, long ago. Every way was good for him to reach his goal. He… he used the magic to open a portal between our world and the demonic dimension called hell and… and… he pushed me into it, saying that he would collect me in two months. For your information a month here equals to a century in hell where time passes very, very slowly.

Xander raised his hand, grimacing with revulsion, "And your mother let your father do this to you?"

Giles looked down, "My mother died when I was 3 in a car accident. No one could help me."

"Mr. Giles… take this." Wesley said, holding out a cup of Earl Grey to the older man.

Giles took the cup, thanked Wesley with a smile then took a long swallow of the soothing tea.

Buffy raised her hand and asked, "How is hell Giles? Like fire and lava everywhere?"

Lots of very painful and terrifying memories rushed into Giles' mind and he started to tremble with fright. He spilled some tea on his trousers. He grimaced with pain. Wesley hurried to mop the liquid with his big white handkerchief… and blushed heavily when he touched Giles' groin area with the material. Giles stared at him, more than surprised. His over developed sense of smell had detected Wesley's arousal. He understood that the young man had strong desires for him. And Wesley seeing Giles' bewilderment understood that the other man knew…

"Giles?"

Giles looked down at Buffy, "Huh? Oh hell, yes. Hell was… hell was…" he focused on an invisible point at his feet and continued to speak, his voice lower and hoarse as horrible memories popped in his mind, "yes there's fire and lava everywhere… active volcanoes, lots of sulphur pools, high and sharp rocks, the air is toxic for humans and there are lots of caverns and tunnels transformed into torture chambers, into prisons. Demons are everywhere hurting prisoners, killing them, resurrecting them in order to continue torturing them… And there are slaves… Shortly after my arrival in hell, I was captured. It was easy, I couldn't breath and I lost consciousness. I was brought to a minor demon called Haznot to be one of his slaves. But when he discovered that I was bleeding – the damned don't have blood, so they don't bleed - thus that I was alive, he asked me how I was sent into hell. After he had beaten me to within an inch of my life, I told him. He decided to talk about me to Hasphodel. Hasphodel was a powerful demon, Satan's right-hand man and that demon loved to have `special' slaves at his services. Serial killers for example… As I was someone `special' in my own way ` he made a slave of me." Still trembling he swallowed another mouthful of Earl Grey tea. Then he continued, "My job was to bring him food and drinks… it wasn't very hard, except I couldn't sleep much because Hasphodel ate and drank almost all the time… I wasn't given a lot of food and the water was horrible, made me sick. When I was sick Hasphodel beat me to a bloody pulp because I couldn't serve him… I often wanted to die but I couldn't. He just would have resurrected me."

Giles paused to wipe the tears from his eyes and then continued his story, "As I was a defenseless boy the other slaves soon started to harass me. For example they tied me up so that I would be late, then my Master would beat me… They did it several times and each time I was beaten. Hasphodel didn't believe me when I told him what had happened… Children are known to lie often. He thought I had fallen asleep somewhere in a corridor of his subterranean palace… but one day he saw two men tie me up and then throw me in a hole… and knew I had been telling him the truth. He assembled all his slaves and told me that I could beat those who had harassed me. And I did with an iron bar. I wanted my revenge; I wanted to make them pay! I took pleasure in hurting them… and Hasphodel got what he desired… to see my dark side. The darkness that he could exploit with his powers… I became as evil as him… and he adopted me. Tattooed me with his mark. I was a member of his clan… but I was a boy, a human, and the other demons despised me or were totally indifferent to me. Hasphodel considered that as a personal affront. He wanted me to be feared and respected by all the other demons he… he…" Xander nodded, "I know, he used his powers to offer you the body of a impressive demon."

Giles nodded, "Yes Xander. After that Hasphodel asked me to kill… to kill the Slayer and her Watcher."

Buffy and the others were horrified. The Slayer breathed, "You didn't kill them, did you?"

Giles shook his head to everyone's relief. "But I tried to. I was a demon called Lerak at that time remember? I seriously hurt the Slayer during the fight against her… She was no match for me. As for her Watcher…" he lowered his eyes and his gaze haunted, his throat squeezed by dismay he croaked, "I… was going to behead him with my sword when…suddenly Lerak became weak letting me, Rupert Giles, regain control of myself… I couldn't kill my father… despite what he had done to me." Tears rolled down Giles' face and he continued, "I shifted my shape, becoming a human boy again… and I let my father capture me. After that I was brought to the Council Compound and… doctors rehabilitated me with drugs and hypnosis and… I became a good boy again. They hid everything that happened to me in hell in my unconscious … and of course they hid the memory of my father opening the portal between our dimension and hell too."

"Hasphodel didn't try to rescue you in order to bring you back to hell?" Wesley asked.

The former Watcher sighed, "Demons sent by Hasphodel have tried to capture me from time to time and I managed to kill them all. Hasphodel will send others to capture me, I know… Can I continue my story?"

Buffy nodded, "Please."

"Ten years later, after I had used LSD… I remembered everything… and I thought it was a drug-induced nightmare… But I knew it was real when shortly thereafter I suddenly became a demon again… I just had the thought, "I'd like to have that powerful demon body"…"

Buffy very curious (like the others) said, "I'd like to see that powerful demon body Giles."

Giles frowned, "I'm not sure it's a good idea… I don't want each one of you to see me as a demon."

Xander placed a comforting hand on the ex-Watcher's shoulder, "Don't worry Giles, for us you'll always be `Giles', our best friend, and mentor and for a few of us a surrogate father."

Willow nodded, "Yes, Xander's right. Nothing's going to change Giles. We're going to keep on loving you."

Giles smiled broadly, moved by the sentiment, as tears of joy welled up in his eyes. He said, "Thank you very much children," then he added, "all right, I'm going to shift shape. But before that…" He removed all his clothes, except his boxers, and suddenly became a demon, a tall, muscular and powerful demon. The demon's skin was black and covered with bluish scales on its shoulders, stomach and thighs. It had in its back two big bat-like wings folded up and two long horns framed its forehead. The demon had long silver hair, big sharp teeth and claws in the place of nails. When Giles' boxers began to tear, the demon hurried to unfold its big wings and wrapped itself inside.

There were giggles then Buffy said, "We are going to leave you alone Giles. You have extra clothes in the book cage remember? Those you put on when we both train?" Then Slayer added, "Very impressive demon's body Giles, but try to avoid walking demon-shaped in Sunnydale streets at night, okay? I wouldn't want to kill you. "

On that note, she headed towards the door of the library, and was followed by almost all the others. Wesley stayed behind to examine Giles' demon body with attention, fascinated. When fragments of torn boxers fell on the ground, Giles resumed his human shape and completely naked turned towards the young Watcher who gasped feeling his cock fill and get hard. With his gaze Wesley caressed the round and firm buttocks, the broad shoulders, the muscular arms, his long powerful legs and wanted to slide his hands on his pectoral muscles, then to go down in the direction of his lower hairy belly and even lower towards his penis and testicles… and was startled when Giles touched his cheek.

Giles gently stroking Wesley's cheek smiled and said, "you want' me Wesley, I know. Do you want me to be your lover?"

The young Watcher nodded, "Yes, I do. I… I want you. I've wanted you for a long time you know, since the first time I saw you, four years ago, in the Council compound. When Travers offered me the position as the Slayer's new Watcher I accepted it with joy, first because it's a prestigious post, and then because you were here… I hoped that you and I could become friends and lovers one day. But I didn't even become your friend… " He frowned intrigued. "Why would you want to be my lover?"

Giles smiled again, "Because you want to have sex with me and… I have sexual needs to fulfill. I warn you Wesley. Our relationship will be based on sex only. Would you be able to accept that proviso?"

Wesley nodded, "Because you're still in love with Ethan Rayne? I don't understand that long love-hate based relation… " Seeing that Giles looked surprised, he added, "I read that in your personal file…"

Giles sighed, "Ethan and I are opposites and like two opposites, we are attracted to each other…"

The Watcher nodded, "I understand… " Very embarrassed he blushed and breathed, "I've never had sex with anyone…"

The ex-Watcher smiled reassuringly, "Don't worry, I'll be gentle. Now close the door please, I don't want us to be interrupted."

Once the library door was closed Wesley joined Giles in his office and started to take all his clothes off. He was so aroused that he was naked in a flash. Then he came close to the older man and brushed the graying hairs covering his muscular chest. After that he captured Giles' mouth sighing as the older man cupped the back of his head and drew him in, deepening the kiss. The kiss was demanding and deep, as the younger man's tongue thrust into the ex-Watcher's mouth repeatedly. Wesley leaned into the other man's embrace, reveling in his warmth. He moved his free hand to cup Giles' face, rough with the day's stubble enjoying his partner's masculinity.

Giles returned his kiss with the same ardor and need, and then he covered his lover's neck and jaw with small, wet kisses. Giles then moved further down and bathed the base of his partner's neck with cat-like licks. He continued his way downward, licking and sucking different patches of skin. He captured an aching nipple between his teeth, circling the tip rapidly. Lazily he pulled the bud into his mouth with a gradual suckling motion, laving the lower edge with his tongue bringing it to complete arousal before continuing over to its twin. Wesley arched his back and moaned - this is *so* good - as Giles licked, sucked and nuzzled, his hands grasping his buttocks, losing himself in the incredible sensation.

Giles wrapped his hand around the impressive penis that stood at attention for him, holding it tight. Wesley practically jumped through the roof when the strong, warm hand wrapped itself around his member. The ex-Watcher sank to his knees between the young man's legs, leant forward and wrapped his fingers around his fully erect penis. He then kissed the tip and heard a gasp followed by a moan.

"What do you want Wesley? Do you want me to suck your cock?"

Wesley nodded, "Yes, yes, yes!"

Giles licked the head sucking it into his mouth and with the other hand he cupped Wesley's testicles and slowly took the shaft into his mouth. Then very slowly he drew his mouth up the rock hard member until just the tip was resting between his lips. He lapped at the head twice, flicked his tongue across it, and then he very slowly sank down on the cock, taking in almost the entire length of the younger man into his eager mouth. Wesley closed his eyes in pleasure and tipped his head back, letting out sighs, gasps, and small cries of delight, his hands resting on his lover's head, his fingers entangled in his hair, and massaging his scalp. The Watcher groaned deep in his throat as Giles sucked him hard and then licked all around the base of his shaft. He felt himself become ever more engorged in the other man's mouth but Giles didn't seem too bothered as he continued his ministrations. He writhed in delirious pleasure as the mouth around his penis exerted just the right amount of pressure in just the right rhythm.

Giles nipped and licked at his partner's throbbing member until he gave in to the orgasm that rushed over him and exploded with a hoarse, choking cry. Musky, hot semen filled Giles' mouth and he swallowed it all and savored every drop. He released the softening cock, licking it once in parting, and then licked the remnants from Wesley's cock. He then looked up at the younger man, smiled at him and said, "Do you want me to fuck you?"

The young man shook his head, "Not yet, I want to do what you just did to me Rupert."

Drooling with intense desire Wesley slid his hands over the older man's chest, playing with the soft graying hair, the erect nipples for some time before sliding them up over the smooth shoulders, down the lean arms until just one continued to slide along the older man's side to his lower belly and then inner thighs. Giles moaned with pleasure when the hand found his now rigid and burning penis. The young Watcher cupped the throbbing shaft and stared at it, his mouth actually watering in anticipation of what was about to happen: he had dreamt so many times of sucking Giles' shaft. He sank to his knees, leaned forward and placed a soft loving kiss on the already glistening head with semen seeping out of the slit. He then grasped the base of the other man's hard member in trembling fingers and lowered his head to it. He began to lick it quickly, enthusiastically, swirling his tongue around the firm, burning flesh while he fondled Giles' sensitive testicles, lifting and rolling them, then stroking the delicate skin beneath.

Wesley then took Giles' penis into his mouth. He concentrated on the tip, sucking it carefully, while his tongue dipped into the slit. The ex-Watcher arched his back and closed his eyes in bliss. Wesley began sucking actively, bobbing his head up and down as far as he could. He played his tongue along the underside and then over the head of his lover's cock. He fondled his scrotum and nuzzled the soft skin at the base of this hard shaft. He then cupped the older Englishman's firm buttocks in his hands and gave it a hard squeeze making Giles yelp.

Giles's whole body shook and the older man cried out in bliss as Wesley took him down as far as he could again. The two men began moving slowly at first and then faster and faster until Giles was literally fucking his partner's mouth. Giles couldn't imagine how the younger man could take it, but he did. Finally Giles climaxed with a feral growl, pouring into the Watcher's mouth and throat. Wesley swallowed the semen then released the softening cock, licking it once in parting. After that he tenderly kissed his way up the other man's naked and sweaty body until he met Giles' lips.

Slowly they kissed… and they were suddenly interrupted when two green horny demons entered the office, each holding a bat. They attacked both men, using their weapons as they hit them, hard. Wesley was the first to black out, but before he surrendered to the darkness. He had time to see Giles shift to his demon shape and start punching and ripping his adversaries with his claws. His last thought as everything went black was "I hope Giles tears them apart".

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