TITLE: You and I, forever.
AUTHOR: Anne
RATING: NC-17
PAIRING: Giles/Xander (graphic slash m/m) PWP
FEEDBACK: Oh yes please!
E-MAIL: bookmangal@yahoo.fr
SUMMARY: Giles and Xander love story.
DISTRIBUTION: VSS; ODD; Giles Slash; USCL; BtVSSlash; Slashaholics; GilesSlashaholics. Anyone else please ask first.
DISCLAIMER: The characters are the property of Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, Sandollar Productions, Kuzui Enterprises, 20th Century Fox Television and the UPN Television Network. The story is written for the pleasure of the author and readers, and has no lucrative purpose whatsoever. Please do not reproduce this story anywhere without the author's consent.
SPOILERS: "Grave"
TIME LINE: End of season 5.
WARNING: hot m/m sex! Very hot!
THANKS: Thank you Calia for your great beta reading.
NOTE: G/E m/m slash mentioned.

Standing in front of Buffy's grave, Giles slowly raised the barrel of the gun that he held to his left temple, took a deep breath and… received a hard punch in his jaw. He cried out in both surprise and pain and collapsed one the grass, moaning. He raised his eyes and saw Xander bend to collect the weapon that he had dropped and slide it in the pocket of his jacket.

"I'm sorry I had to hit you Giles, but I won't let you commit suicide! You have to live!"

Giles managed to sit up grimacing. "Why? Buffy was my only reason to live Xander. Without her I am nothing."

Xander's throat squeezed up as he looked down at the man that he loved feeling his pain, his eyes shown with desperation. He knelt down next to the Watcher and tenderly caressed his cheek, love and desire shining in his gaze.

"You are everything to me, Giles. Everything."

Giles was bewildered. "Do you love me Xander?"

Xander nodded. " Yes, I love you Giles, I have for a long time."

"Oh God!" the older man murmured, trembling, with a muffled sob. "Xander please, hold me ..." Xander opened his arms and welcomed Giles to him. The Watcher held Xander tightly, wanting to melt into the young man. Xander just rocked Giles within his arms and whispered soothingly to him, as he gently tousled Giles' hair. The older man finally relaxed.

"It's time to go home Giles." Xander said. He got up and holding out a hand, he helped the Watcher to his feet. "Are you okay?"

Giles nodded and once up he tightly gripped Xander's hand in his and started to stroke Xander's palm with his thumb.

"I-I… I have to admit you that-that I love you too Xander." He stammered blushing, ill at ease. Expressing his feelings was difficult because it was not in his nature.

Xander beamed. "That's true? You love me?" He suddenly punched Giles' shoulder, angrily. "And you were going to commit suicide?"

Giles grimaced again. "I didn't know that you loved me Xander. I promise I will not try to kill myself, now that I know that you love me, and that my life has not ended as I thought it had."

"I hope so Giles! Now let's go to your place. I have heaps of things in mind. X-rated things."

Giles quivered with early pleasure.

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Later at Giles apartment...

The Watcher timidly brushed his lips against Xander's in a gentle and soft caress. The young man smiled then crushed his lips on Giles' and captured his mouth in a long and hungry kiss. Giles parted his lips instinctively and Xander swept his tongue inside his mouth to gently exploring the taste and texture there, moaning.

Xander pressed himself against Giles and became aware of Giles' arousal, and let Giles feel his. He groaned and ignoring the older man's embarrassment Xander started to rub his body against the Watcher, feeling a shy answering movement from him. He grasped Giles's buttocks and fondled them firmly. Giles let out a moan as the bulge of his straining erection, which rubbed against his zipper and Xander's equally rigid penis.

Xander pulled Giles' shirt open, slid it down off of his shoulders and let it fall to the floor. He then asked the Watcher to raise his arms and quickly pulled Giles' under shirt shirt over his head, leaving him naked to the waist. Xander reached out to unbutton and unzip Giles pants with nimble fingers. He then pushed them and his briefs down past his hips and farther until they rested on the floor. The Watcher stepped out of them and kicked them to the side sending them to join his other clothing. Xander stepped back and took a moment to study and admire Giles. The Watcher's naked body was still firm, the muscles smoothly defined under his milky skin dotted with lots of beauty spots.

"God Giles! You're beautiful!"

Giles blushed, embarrassed and breathed: "Thank you."

Xander nuzzled in Giles' neck purring then he kissed, licked and stroked the older man's upper body until he felt him relaxing. The young man next let made his hands roam on his future lover's broad shoulders, hairy chest and slid them down his lovers sides and hips, Xander then caressed Giles' inner thighs with his thumbs, brushing the testicles each time. Giles reacted to this light touch: a tremor ran through him and he let out a soft moan. He gasped and cried out when he felt Xander grabbing his hard member in his both hands. Xander stroked it from base to tip a little then lingered there, rubbing the very sensitive spot with his thumbs, alternately and grazing the head with his nails too, from time to time.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaah… Oh! Oooh! Ooaaah!" Giles grunted. His eyes were shut tight and he was grimacing with pain-pleasure.

Xander sank to his knees in front of Giles, curled his left hand around the base of the thick shaft and used the right one to fondle the testicles causing the older man to squirm and gasp. Xander then lowered his head and ran his tongue over the tip, discovering the taste and the texture of his lover then took the other man in his mouth. Giles was as hard as a rock and the skin felt smooth against his tongue. Xander sucked him completely, slowly and gently then he returned his attention to the tip. He flicked his tongue over the delicate slit, moved swiftly down the throbbing vein on the underside and then engulfed the entire penis in his mouth and his throat. Giles arched, trembled and cried out in pure pleasure. His legs like jelly he had to lean against his desk in order to stay up.

Xander moved his mouth away. Giles' cock was throbbing endlessly, dripping with pre-come and saliva. He lapped it twice making the Watcher squirm and clutch his fingers on his shoulders. He began to suck Giles again, but this time he sucked hard and even nibbled the throbbing shaft here and there. When he thought that Giles could not stand anymore, Xander slipped his mouth off of his lover and bathed his testicles with his talented tongue, alternating between licking and suckling. Giles' legs suddenly shifted away from under him and he almost fell. Xander caught him before he fell and lay Giles down on his desk. The Watcher tried to calm his breath. It had become ragged in his chest. He did not want to die from a cardiac arrest. He sighed as he felt the younger man's lips kiss him tenderly on his stomach.

"Do you want me inside you Giles?" Xander asked before plunging his tongue into his lover's navel. "Aaah! Yes! Yes!"

Xander took all his clothes off in a wink of an eye and moved forward to place himself between Giles' legs. He pushed them aside and began to probe the entrance of his lover's loins with his middle finger. Giles shuddered and moaned as he felt the invading digit going deep inside him. He writhed on the desk and took a sharp intake of breath when the young man slid a second finger in his rectum. He then arched and emitted a low growl when Xander brushed against his prostate. He started to thrust as slowly and as smoothly as possible so that Giles was comfortable, relaxed. After a moment Giles begged him to stop wanting to have Xander's penis inside him.

Xander removed his fingers and lifted his lover's legs so that they lay over his shoulders. Next he grasped the Watcher's hips, lifted him up and pulled him closer bringing Giles' wanton opening over his fully erect penis. He then greased the head of his cock with the pre- cum glistening there and centered it to the anus. Giles moaned and jumped slightly as Xander pressed against his tight ring of muscles. The young man had one hand wrapped around his rock hard cock as he slowly pushed himself inside the Watcher with tiny thrusts. With the other hand he stroked the older man's straining member.

Xander rocked his hips softly, then with more force, and even more, managing to get half of his penis inside his lover. Giles gasped in pain and tensed. The young man accelerated Giles' masturbation and the effect was almost immediate. The other man relaxed and he let out a long breath that ended in a moan as he felt Xander slid deeper inside him. When Giles felt Xander starting to thrust he began to slowly move to meet Xander's thrusts. He let his lover establish their rhythm, meeting him stroke for stroke. Xander managed to coordinate his thrusts and his caresses in the same tempo. Giles knew bliss, lying on his back, on his desk, impaled on his lover's shaft. He wanted it to last forever. But soon Xander accelerated his pace when he felt the pressure of an imminent climax increasing. He moved with more force in and out Giles getting deeper and deeper. Giles closed his hands over Xander's hand pumping their combined gripe on his cock increasing the speed and the rhythm even more. He was very close.

Xander reached up with his free hand to pinch his lover hard nipples. Giles twisted with pain-pleasure on the polished wood of the table and clenched around the young man's cock. He exploded with a feral cry his whole body trembling from head to toe as he splashed his seed on the younger man's belly. Feeling Xander's penis jerking inside him caused Giles to violently convulse and to black out.

Giles regained consciousness a short time later, sprawled on the couch, wrapped in a warm blanket. He saw that Xander sat on the coffee table next to him looking a little worried.

"Don't worry about me Xander, I'm all right Xander. I'm just… sore and exhausted, that's all."

"I didn't want to hurt you Giles."

"Oh you didn't luv. I've just passed out with ecstasy. Oh you were.... absolutely great!"

Xander blushed with pleasure. "Thank you. Now Giles, you and I need to shower. You go first, I've to drink something. I'm thirsty."

"There are sodas in the fridge."

"Great!"

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Giles removed the blanket he was wrapped in, placed it on a chair. He then walked to the bathroom and stepped into the bathtub and started up the shower. Hot water immediately rushed down on his body, from his head to his toes and he moaned with pleasure. He was completely warm and wet when Xander joined him in the bathroom. He moved over to the side of the bathtub to make room for his young lover. Xander came near him.

"Did I tell you how beautiful and sexy you are Giles?" Xander said reaching out to touch Giles milky skin.

Giles nodded. "Yes, you did Xander. But you're far more beautiful than me and so very desirable!"

He stopped the running water and started to caress Xander powerful body. His long slender fingers brushed over the broad shoulders, slid down along the muscular arms, settled few seconds on the ample chest to fondle the hard nipples, he then moved towards Xander's round and firm buttocks, stroking his ass cheeks. He then let his tongue trail down the line of dark curling hair that ran from Xander's chest in a line downward to disappear in the dark springing hair between his legs where the impressive proof of Xander's virility hung. Giles knelt before his lover feeling warmth spreading from his stomach down between his legs and trembled. Never he had been so aroused of his life. Xander gasped when Giles cupped the hard member in his hands. Giles met his lover's eyes for a brief second before he lowered his head and took him in his mouth and throat up to the base. Xander suddenly cried out in pleasure and clutched on Giles' head.

The Watcher licked, suckled and nibbled the entire length before pulling away for a few seconds, to breathe, and then he engulfed the young man again. He moved up and down, in a rapid rhythm that quickly pushed Xander closer to release. He suddenly stopped to bob his head and lingered on the tip of the throbbing penis, flicking his tongue around it. He lapped at the pre-cum there eliciting a low growl from Xander who started to face fuck his lover. Giles grabbed his hips to stop him. He wanted to continue to "play" with Xander's shaft. He grazed the head of it with his teeth causing the young man to moan helplessly and to tremble. Giles made his tongue move quickly over the head of Xander's cock, down the throbbing vein on the underside to finish by bathing Xander's drawn-up testicles with his talented tongue, alternating between licking and suckling. Then he moved up and took the entire shaft into his mouth once again. Xander suddenly convulsed, cried out and released in Giles' mouth filling his throat and mouth with his hot seed. The older man swallowed as much of the sperm as he could then licked Xander squeakily clean with a mischievous smile on his lips, a Ripperish glimmer in his eyes.

"You're not the only one who is talented with his mouth and tongue Xander, see?"

Xander sank to his knees in front of Giles, his gaze curious. "I'm not your first male lover, I guess?"

"No you're not, you're are the second… but you're the first for… so many years. Ethan was my first lover… and… I don't want to talk about it. The past is the past." He tenderly stroked Xander's jaw. "Let's think about the present, about us."

Xander nodded. "Yes, you're right." He kissed Giles on his high forehead. "You and I… Forever."

Giles nodded too. "Yes, You and I, forever."

END