TITLE: Stop dreaming and act
AUTHOR: Gabriele Schulz
EMAIL: gabi@gschulz.de
RATING: NC-17
DISTRIBUTION: UCSL. Shoot me, Stuff me, Mount me. Others please ask first.
SPOILERS: Up to season 3. Takes place somewhere at the end of it. FEEDBACK: Very welcome. Especially if you enjoyed it.
SUMMARY: Giles agrees to help Xander learn for an important test, but Xander has other things in mind. G/X.
DISCLAIMER: The characters are the property of Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, Sandollar Productions, Kuzui Enterprises, 20th Century Fox Television, the WB Television Network, and whoever else may have a hold on them. I do not mean to infringe upon any copyrights.
NOTE: Niccy asked for something for her studying breaks, so this is my try at it. No chocolate pudding though. Sorry.
This is my very first fic that is exclusively G/X.
This is my second try at slash smut. (That doesn't necessarily mean I'll get better ;-)
DATE: 12/10/99

"..."

Xander didn't hear a word of what Giles was saying. He just stared at his moving mouth and wondered what it would feel like to run his tongue along those lips. Then between them. It would probably taste of tea...

Suddenly the lips stopped moving.

Xander lifted his gaze to Giles' eyes.

"You didn't hear a word of what I was saying, did you?"

"Eh..."

Giles rolled his eyes.

"Xander, this history test is extremely important. Now do you think you could possibly concentrate on this matter for a couple of minutes."

Xander nodded, but as soon as Giles' lips started moving again he tuned the words out and just started dreaming again.

Those lips all over his body...

Giles' hand came abruptly down on the table.

"Xander! If you want to reach a goal, you have to stop dreaming and *act*!"

Xander looked into the watcher's eyes that changed from angry to confused. There was something in Xander's eyes that-

Then his thoughts were stopped as the young man stood up and kissed Giles almost violently. He had his arms around his neck and Giles struggled to get free - a little.

The feel of Xander's lips finally on his own. He could do nothing to prevent himself from returning the kiss.

Xander loosened his grip and the kiss became more tender.

When Giles felt a tongue brush his lips, responsibility kicked in and he pulled away.

Xander watched him dazed.

"Wow."

Giles couldn't help a smile.

"You really need to learn."

"But-"

"Not but. This test is important. Or do you want to stay another year in Sunnydale High?"

"I would be near you."

Giles didn't quite know what to say to that. Xander could be so sweet. He wanted to take him in his arms and kiss his whole face - and then his whole body. No, this was an important test. And Xander *would* graduate with the others, even if it meant spending night after night with him. Learning of course.

"Xander..."

"What Giles? It's not as if I had anything to do after graduation, except getting eaten by a monster or if I'm lucky spending the rest of my life delivering pizza."

He sat down noisily and crossed his arms in front of him. He stared angrily at the table.

"You can do whatever you want to after graduation. And I will do whatever is in my power to prevent you becoming a demon snack."

He smiled at Xander, but the young man didn't react.

"Giles, the only thing I want is to be with you."

"Xander..."

"I love you, Giles."

Giles closed his eyes. When he opened them again, Xander stood in front of him.

"I love you, too."

Xander's face lit up.

"You do?"

"Ye-"

Then his answer was cut by a ferocious hug and Xander's lips once again on his mouth. This time when the young man traced his lips with his tongue, Giles opened up and sucked it in his mouth. While their tongues slid against each other Xander's hand moved into Giles' hair, stroking him lightly.

They moved apart to take a breath, then Xander hugged him and whispered into his ear.

"I loved you for so long."

Giles kissed his cheek. He felt Xander's hand pulling out his shirt and sneaking under it. The hand travelled upwards stroking his chest then rubbing one nipple. Giles kissed his way to Xander's earlobe and started to nibble on it.

That was when he could see the books behind Xander.

He stopped and gently removed Xander's hand, then cupped Xander's face with his hands.

"I know that it is hard, but you really have to learn for this test."

"I don't care about the test."

"Xander, please. Do it for me. Sit down and tell me what you don't understand."

"It's not that I don't understand. I just never read the book."

"But you told me..."

"Giles, I just wanted to be near you."

There was a pleading in Xander's eyes that Giles found extremely hard to ignore, but sense of responsibility won out again.

"Then I guess I'll go into my office. Maybe then you can concentrate."

He moved away from the table and Xander watched him close the door behind him.

He sighed and muttered to himself.

"I don't think England would be far enough to make me concentrate on anything but you."

Giles looked through the glass to make sure that Xander was indeed learning. When he saw him bend over the books he sighed in relief and sat down on a chair.

He never would have believed in a thousand years that Xander could return his feelings. He had after all seen him drooling over Buffy, making out with Cordy and then there was that 'incident' with Willow. But maybe Xander was just as good at hiding his feelings as he himself was. There was a reason why he scolded him and glared at him more often than anyone else. It was his way of not showing. And Xander's was probably his jokes. His teasing. So often accompanied by a pat on the arm or back. Nobody else had probably noticed how often Xander found a way to touch him. He had noticed though. But he had never dared to hope.

And now? God, he so much wanted to go out and let Xander forget about the test and instead of learning history, learn each other's bodies inside out. A shiver ran down his spine.

He counted to 10 in different languages, then heard the door open behind him. He took a deep breath and tried to steel himself for another pleading look from those big brown eyes.

Then he turned around, but never got past opening his mouth. Xander was standing in the door frame. Naked.

When Giles just kept staring at him open-mouthed, Xander got closer and sat on Giles' lap straddling him.

"I'm sorry, but there is no way I can learn with knowing that you are in the same room or building or solar system and knowing that you want me, too."

Giles still didn't speak so Xander just kissed him and slid his tongue into his mouth again. Giles slowly got out of his stupor and started to trail his hands over and around Xander's naked form, stroking his bare back.

The young man moved closer and ground himself against Giles growing erection.

When they came up for air, gasping, Xander spoke.

"I want you, Giles. And this can't wait. For anything."

He slowly removed Giles' tie and pushed the suspenders from his shoulders, then started unbuttoning his shirt. He kissed his neck and his chest as it was exposed. When he started suckling his nipple, Giles closed his eyes and moaned quietly. Xander repeated the action on the other nipple then continued to undo his shirt.

When Xander suddenly stood up, Giles opened his eyes.

Xander smiled at him then knelt down in front of Giles. He pushed Giles legs apart and got between them, then pulled the watcher closer to the edge of the chair.

He pulled out the shirt again and unbuttoned the rest until Giles' chest was fully exposed. Xander ran his hands over it, then he leaned forward and licked it in various places before concentrating on Giles' hard nipples.

Giles moved his hands to Xander's head, holding him, running his finger's through the dark hair.

Xander's hands travelled from Giles' chest to his pants. He rubbed the bulge there, then undid the button and the zipper.

He looked up into Giles' eyes a little afraid that the older man might have changed his mind and would make him stop, but instead Giles lifted his hips so that Xander could pull down the pants as well as the boxers underneath.

Giles sat back down on the edge of the chair, trying to gauge Xander's reaction.

Xander's hands were holding the pants and boxers at mid-thigh while he stared in awe at Giles' considerable manhood. He unconciously licked his lips. When Giles saw that his cock hardened even more. Xander slowly moved a little backward so that he could remove Giles' pants, boxers, shoes and socks. He never took his eyes of Giles' penis though.

When he was done with removing the garments Xander moved Giles' legs apart again. He put his hands on his thighs and moved his thumbs in small circles, while at the same time getting closer and closer to their destination. Then he took his cock in his hand. He moved his thumb over the head and started stroking it. Giles revelled in Xander's childlike fascination as he learned the texture, form and sensitivity of his straining erection.

Xander licked his lips again and Giles groaned afraid that he would he come before he had felt Xander's mouth on and around him.

"Xander, please."

The young man looked up with big brown eyes. Even though he was still stroking his cock Xander somehow looked very innocent and Giles couldn't bring himself to put into words what he wanted him to do. So he just repeated what he had said.

"Please."

Xander nodded and smiled then bent down. But instead of taking Giles' penis in his mouth he licked on his balls and sucked them into his mouth.

"Oh God."

Giles clawed his hands into Xander's shoulders. The young man pulled away. Giles loosened his grip.

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be. It doesn't hurt."

He ran his thumb over the tip of Giles' penis where some pre-cum glistened. Xander took Giles' cock in his other hand so that he could lick the cum of his thumb.

Giles groaned again.

"Xander, please. I want you to... I don't think I can wait any longer. I need you..."

"This?"

Xander moved down and took Giles' tip in his mouth.

"God, yes!"

Giles' head shot towards the ceiling and he closed his eyes. Xander started licking and sucking while his hand kept stroking the base of the watcher's large member.

Xander tried to take more of Giles into his warm mouth until he had to remove his hand.

Giles then opened his eyes and looked down at the lovable boy whose lips slid along his hard length, giving him pleasures he had for so long only dreamed about. He could feel Xander's tongue moving against the underside of his penis and he knew he was close.

"Xander, I think I'll come."

That was when Xander sucked even harder than before and cupped Giles balls, rubbing them. It was too much and Giles came with a shout. He emptied himself into Xander, who tried to swallow as much as he could. When he had sucked the last drop of Giles cum he withdrew his head and beamed up at the older man.

Giles took him in his arms and kissed him passionately, the taste of himself mixed with Xander's intoxicating his senses.

When he felt Xander's hard member, he whispered into the boys ear.

"Lie down."

He complied and Giles rolled up his trousers and put them under Xander's head as a pillow. He was kneeling next to his outstreched body and looked at him before finally leaning down and kissing first his mouth, then quickly moving down his throat to his chest.

He kissed Xander's whole torso, his hands soon joining his lips and his tongue in an effort to learn and pleasure the young man he loved so dearly.

When he reached Xander's navel he used his hands to push the boys' legs apart. Then he crawled between them and massaged Xander's thighs. He smiled down at Xander, but when he looked at his face he stopped smiling. Xander was close and had probably even more difficulties to vocalize his needs than he himself had only a short while ago.

So he took Xander's hard cock in his hand and stroked a couple of times before leaning down and taking him into his mouth. He sucked gently, when he felt Xander's hands in his hair pushing his head down gently. Getting how urgent it was he slid his lips further down, taking more of Xander's erection in his mouth. When he stopped to adjust himself and licked and sucked a little, Xander tensed, then shot his seed up into Giles throat.

His cry was silent, but as he came down he whispered 'Oh, Giles' over and over.

When Giles had licked Xander clean he lay down next to the boy, who immediately put his arms around the older man and his head on his chest.

"That was wonderful."

"Yes, it was."

"If I had known, that you felt the same, I would have acted a long time ago."

Giles gently kissed him on the forehead.

"So, do you think you can learn now?"

"Only if you stay with me."

"Always."

The END