Title: Only in the rain
Author: Tori Deathangel
Rating: G just alot of angst
Disclaimer: I own nothing, probably not even my own demented mind,  but Joss/mutant, enemy fox and upn has the rest.

Set between s4 and s5 when he was thinking of leaving, I'm sorry for  the errors, but this is going out unbetaed, as a spur of the moment

I stand now in the rain thinking of the past. I wanted to be a Grocer or a pilot, but i couldn't escape my duties, i had to become a watcher. Now what am I? A washed up Watcher, The slayer, Buffy, me dearest friend (or so I thought), no longer needs me. My flat is empty without their voices, her voice.

They all don't need me. So why do I stay? When they do need me it's as though I'm their butler, I give it to them and I'm just as quickly dismissed.

The only friend I have now is the rain to keep me company and even then it will leave me.

I don't belong here.

I am not wanted.

Leave.

But you promised 'i can't do this alone' that's what she said, but she isn't, she has her commando friends and everyone else who isn't me.

I should leave.

I will.

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